真的很想对自己说声抱歉...
明明知道每次都没有结果，为什么还要踩下去....
明明每次一开始都能约束自己，为什么还会踩下去...
现在，听到这些话了，甘愿了吗？
为什么每次都那么笨，让自己有机会踩下去...
这难道就是我自己？我就是那么笨吗？
听完了那些话...心好痛好痛...痛到不能动了...
痛到没有眼泪，痛到没人知道...
只觉得我喘不过气了...我的胸口很辛苦...很辛苦...
2010年10月24日星期日
Final Exam
final exam is on the corner~
2 more day is the exam....
but i not yet finish anyone of the subject~
how come i m still playing...{shit!}
on this important timing...
i m not using the time for study...but is wasting the time for online...
haizz... i think i will work hard start from tomorrow~
that is also for myself a ORDER...
i m also planning my next year life....
how to plan? so confuse...
next year wan to stop my bukit minyak work... for having more time for revision...
but i need to pay for Insurans, tuition fee, my own school fees, pocket money for about 12 month, playing fee, yamcha payment... aiyo.. a lot of $$,,,,
impossible that, i m waiting tis all $$ from my mummy...
so that i m plan... lastly i hv a decision, i wan become a tuition teacher, because i hv experience on my work tis year....
planning all of that.... but, where is my student? i m not a school teacher, thn, where should i find n where can i find the student?
aiyooo.... tis was a last step that i cant step on... sad....
but i think if only got around 5 student in a class.. that i can earn hundred in a class... so that, just only 5 class, i alr got enough money for my payment, n i got enough time for studying!!!
haha... hopefully tis is not a dreaming... hope it can come true^^
2 more day is the exam....
but i not yet finish anyone of the subject~
how come i m still playing...{shit!}
on this important timing...
i m not using the time for study...but is wasting the time for online...
haizz... i think i will work hard start from tomorrow~
that is also for myself a ORDER...
i m also planning my next year life....
how to plan? so confuse...
next year wan to stop my bukit minyak work... for having more time for revision...
but i need to pay for Insurans, tuition fee, my own school fees, pocket money for about 12 month, playing fee, yamcha payment... aiyo.. a lot of $$,,,,
impossible that, i m waiting tis all $$ from my mummy...
so that i m plan... lastly i hv a decision, i wan become a tuition teacher, because i hv experience on my work tis year....
planning all of that.... but, where is my student? i m not a school teacher, thn, where should i find n where can i find the student?
aiyooo.... tis was a last step that i cant step on... sad....
but i think if only got around 5 student in a class.. that i can earn hundred in a class... so that, just only 5 class, i alr got enough money for my payment, n i got enough time for studying!!!
haha... hopefully tis is not a dreaming... hope it can come true^^
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